Day 21 - July 22 2005 - Lonliness

I've discovered I really hate being all alone in a house. I'm not meant for that kind of life I will NEVER love it. It's different when you want alone time but when alone time becomes the only kind of time you have it's not so great.

Luckily I didn't have to spend too much time alone this evening. I had many friends to chat to online and many people called and that made the night a little easier to get through.

I talked to Ryan online for a long time. My parents and Stu called. Then Karen phoned and I called Auntie Carol. IT was great to talk to everyone back home I'm really missing them all right now.

So much is going on in Tbay I really feel out of the loop. The one thing I did realize though is that I don't belong in Tbay anymore but at the same time I don't fit in here either. I don't know what I'm going to do because I feel like I'm in limbo.